Many a times it so happens
With no knowledge of ours
The heart feels grievous pains
And then tears get uncontrollable.
So difficult it gets to hide
The extremities of the tide
When someone is lost from your side
And then the tears get uncontrollable.
None seems to see those heavy drops
It’s the heart that bitterly sobs
So futile gets all the efforts
And the tears really get uncontrollable.
All alone was she for long
When suddenly a whisper soft
Woke her up and broke her dream
While she lay silent along the stream
Those were the special moments
In isolation that she ever cherished.
The breeze then made her restless
With great charm she heard the silence
Which was louder than any of the voices
She truly loved the company of breeze
As it helped her bear her pain with ease
And those were the special moments
She often loved and cherished.
Just then a hand stretched out to hold
She couldn’t react but went quite cold
As she never expected anyone around
And no soul had she ever found
Wondering whether to step forward
Ringing bells in rhythm she heard
It indeed was a special moment
That she began to cherish.
It seems it was just yesterday
When suddenly at the crossroad
You came along from nowhere
Together so close we trod.
With quite a deep emotion
I knew it was only a transition
And may not be for long
But I simply loved all the song
The feelings and expressions
Were so damn temporary
As time speedily went past
I realized it couldn’t really last
We again reached the intersection
From we may finally distance apart
But the precious memorable past
Will ever remain in my heart.
When I talk to people
They begin considering me feeble
The minute I decide to be distant
They go on calling me arrogant
Ah! What a sheer irony
I am expected to please so many
Which I am sure I never will
That’s absolutely not my skill
I am better rude than stray
To appeal people away.
The many mistakes I often made
Have taught me lessons too great
Perhaps there’s a lot still stored
And I have become very bold.
My life was so simple and plain
Till there was none of your pain
I often tried to finish and slain
Just then you entered into the my heart
With your apologies that were but fake
I knew that nothing was real
Still I let myself be close and feel
Always got my expectations crushed
Yet I allowed you, my mind I hushed
Had your apologies that were but fake
With passing time I accepted my fate
Not to let you be anymore my mate
Changed my thoughts before too late
However, it’s so difficult to forget
Your apologies that were but so fake