As if it were just yesterday…

  • The smiles surround, your innocence abound
  • You came close and said you wanted to be around 
  • I listened to all what you wished to share
  •  and now it seems like it was just yesterday 
  • But times have changed bringing a new day
  • I still wonder what time it was in such a way 
  • That I trusted every word of yours
  • No matter even if you never meant
  • I happen to still be talking to you 
  • As if it were just yesterday. 
  • The memories could never fade
  • Your presence in life will never evade
  • But all this is nothing more than just a dream
  • And I often dread our parting ways and scream
  • Knowing now that I have no one to listen to me 
  • It’s merely a shadow of yours that I am able to see
  • How do I bear the pain that is deep within
  • You are my habit which never let me be serene. 

A dive into the past

It seems it was just yesterday 

When suddenly at the crossroad 

You came along from nowhere

Together so close we trod. 

With quite a deep emotion

I knew it was only a transition 

And may not be for long 

But I simply loved all the song

The feelings and expressions 

Were so damn temporary 

As time speedily went past

I realized it couldn’t really last

We again reached the intersection 

From we may finally distance apart

But the precious memorable past

Will ever remain in my heart. 

Am I to please?? 

When I talk to people

They begin considering me feeble

The minute I decide to be distant

They go on calling me arrogant

Ah! What a sheer irony

I am expected to please so many

Which I am sure I never will

That’s absolutely not my skill

I am better rude than stray

To appeal people away.

The many mistakes I often made

Have taught me lessons too great

Perhaps there’s a lot still stored

And I have become very bold. 

Apologies so fake

wp-image-2026343224 My life was so simple and plain

Till there was none of your pain

I often tried to finish and slain

Just then you entered into the my heart

With your apologies that were but fake

I knew that nothing was real

Still I let myself be close and feel

Always got my expectations crushed

Yet I allowed you, my mind I hushed

Had your apologies that were but fake

With passing time I accepted my fate

Not to let you be anymore my mate

Changed my thoughts before too late

However, it’s so difficult to forget

Your apologies that were but so fake

The tired soul

It wandered all over

Looking for one loving mate

But despite much hover 

It found none in its fate. 

It often cried relentlessly

Longing to find a shoulder 

And it was left all by itself lonely 

To fight all odds and be bolder. 

All its struggles kept it engaged 

Time went past yet nothing changed
It worked over every new aspect 

And finally learnt not to expect. 

Challenges turned quite unending 

The tired soul could just be yelling 

All its efforts seemed so futile

That it felt nothing was worthwhile.