The eyes so deep that spoke
no words that lips ever uttered
But all that was spoken always
Reached the heart in silence.
We sat together for hour and hours
Leaning against each other or in arms
With no utterances yet communicating
Every bit of our lives, laughs and pains
So common the language that tied our string
Tightly together beautifully in silence.
Life is a journey
A being who is born
Has to travel with
Many ups and downs
The stretches harsh or rocky
And each may fail or sail
The treacherous patches
Tears or fears, may fill
Your mind and heart
But the biggest task of
The being is to learn..
Learn to fight and make
Your way to traverse
Through the twists and turns
It was indeed a dream that
I often loved to see n have
To find you ever by my side
And be with, every little moment
But right then a wave blew too fast
I found all my dreams shattered.
It was always a heart felt desire
To have you stand when I cry
But right then a very strong fire
To burn out my feelings entire
I stood shattered in utter despair.
I ask myself why at all did I
Build a castle in an empty space
Which slowed my life’s real pace
I tried every bit, the hardest
To put together my thoughts the best
But right then the shower of tears
Pour down too heavy and harsh
I sat shattered n devoid of thoughts.
Looking back into my self
I realised it was my heart’s desire
To smile in your happiness
To simply stand close to you
And see you want much more.
Surrounded deeply in my thoughts
I realised it was my heart’s desire
To love you a whole lot
To have your dreams in my eyes
And see them all come true n alive.
I always thought…
I was the seed of your imagination
I was the flower of your garden
I was the fragrance of your breeze
But now I am just a wanderer!
I always thought…
I was the beat of your heart
I was music of your ears
I was sight of your vision
But now I am just a wanderer.
I always thought…
I was the brightness of your dark
I was the smile of your face
I was the hope of your future
But now I am just the wanderer.
I always thought…
I was the love of your life
I was the vision of your mind
I was the voice of your speech
But now I am just a wanderer!
The journey I began
Long long ago as a child
With people around who
Were relations, family and friends
Never did I really know what
Could it be without them
They were my life breath,
Indeed a lifeline, I thought then,
But the journey took a turn
Many new people stepped in
Some with permission, some without
I regarded all who wished to be
However a few stepped out
While others I left behind
Moved alone farther in the journey
Thinking I had to travel all by self
When from nowhere appeared
One who held my fingers and
Demanded companionship
Tears withheld in my eyes
Didn’t really know how to reply
Felt weak and surrendered
To walk along in the journey ahead.
Ever the sweet voice echoed within Always I saw those eyes concerned The heart that often beat so hard But now they have all disappeared Leaving such emptiness behind.
The time has changed altogether I try harder to chase the shadow More I think, I sink in deeper My heart’s desire slipping out Leaving great emptiness behind.
Often I wish to find you to talk
Then I realize you have gone a walk Never to return in the same form To make a physical presence Leaving painful emptiness behind.
Was it the right time?
The time I met you, the time I spent with you
The time I spoke to you, the time I shared with you
Was it the right time?
The time I smiled with you, the time I cried with you
The time I walked distances with you, the time I waited for you
Was it the right time?
The time you lost the way, the time you forgot our bond
The time you fought with me, the time you decided to part with me
Was that the right time?
I often do wonder how has the time changed, from right to wrong and worse to worst
But I still stand by one side to wait for the right time which for me will come one day.
Hopes too bright.. Me
Is it just a passing phase?
Or will I continue to face?
No one around to embrace
As I am in an empty space.
No one do I now look up to
Neither can I speak my heart to
Is it that I only have to wait to,
Find a soul who may listen to?
I have started to get pretty tired
Nothing around me to be inspired
To breathe in I’m struggling so hard
I do know there are eyes to guard.
Often it becomes so imperative
to be in isolation and utter silence
Where you realize that you live
In a small world in sheer solace
Indeed you feel happy to peep
Into your own self slowly n calmly
As much possible and as much deep
To dig out your strength positively
So that your efforts don’t fall short
You help self grow harder and firmer,
deep dwellers 